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coldsnapsparks) wrote2012-06-30 04:44 am
coldsnapsparks) wrote2012-06-30 04:44 am
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Leila ...
I really thought that she was dead. I quite honestly did. With the sort of things they say about the west, it was such an easy thing to suppose. All of them, dead and gone. What's why I really let us get drawn back into this instead of going there and throwing myself down on Mother's mercy.
... Mother.
Leila was ... gaining a spine, the last I heard from her. Not letting Mother do just what she used to. Dragons, when she trapped me there, betrayed me, and smiled all the while --
A bit like Mother, yes, but at least she was thinking for herself.
... I want to ask so badly, what's going on at home. Leila ... she always was a particularly strange girl, and I always did feel ... particularly strange about her. Do I love her? Hate her? Or do I just not care at all?
It would have been very convenient, if she were dead.
Leila ...
I really thought that she was dead. I quite honestly did. With the sort of things they say about the west, it was such an easy thing to suppose. All of them, dead and gone. What's why I really let us get drawn back into this instead of going there and throwing myself down on Mother's mercy.
... Mother.
Leila was ... gaining a spine, the last I heard from her. Not letting Mother do just what she used to. Dragons, when she trapped me there, betrayed me, and smiled all the while --
A bit like Mother, yes, but at least she was thinking for herself.
... I want to ask so badly, what's going on at home. Leila ... she always was a particularly strange girl, and I always did feel ... particularly strange about her. Do I love her? Hate her? Or do I just not care at all?
It would have been very convenient, if she were dead.