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I should never have followed him here.

Dragons, it was such a preposterous idea from the very start. Go to Rayla, yes. Surely she'll be convinced to take him back, if he shows up begging and pathetic. I certainly couldn't resist. I should have just told him to be happy with what he had, and stay in Dentoria.

Or just ... let him go on his own. What do I owe him, really? He only saved me because he thinks he's a hero. It's not as though --

Hah. But now, I'm about to let him be a hero again, aren't I? If he can take me away from all of this and have us both not die, I'll let Alexander write one of his insipid ballads about it, even.

I don't -- I don't know what I want. I don't know what to do from here. I don't want to go home, and there's nowhere else to go, and I don't know what will happen ...

All I really know is that I don't want to die.

[Filter: Davan]

It's tomorrow night. For certain, this time. No more false alarms.

I hope you know what you're doing ...